Experiences

hi, guys, im back again. any words for me? lol. sorry for not updating my blog, cause i feel like kinda lazy to do so ><. anyway, ive been busy with my studies all the while, keep on facing books instead of facebook-ing @@. this year is the most important year for me, cause the results i get will determine my future. must get good results so tat im able to repay my parents. never been as hadworking as now, been studying for the whole 4 months seriously. everyday about 4-6 hours maximum, if overlimit, 10 hours or more is possible @@. still remember tat what a slacker i am during secondary school, i believe tat i may get 8As or maybe straight if i hav the study spirit of now, too bad its a history ><.

Ahh!!! just forget about studies! i hate it so much right now =.=. come to talk about myself. hmm, i think ive changed a lot since i study in college for quite a long time ( about 7 -8 months o_O). i learn many things from the friends i know, places, events n much more. there are many kinds of changes, either in thinking, personalities, maturity, the way i act, maybe outlook, too haha. i learn tat one should not bother about others problem tat him or her cant even solve their own problems ( in other words, ke po, if u know the meaning ;) ), i learn tat we should help our close friends when they r in need, i learn tat people should know their own capabalities about wat they can do, i learn tat make friends r so important in life, so tat u may get help when u'r in trouble, n the most important is i know tat one should express his or her feeling to their close friends, not keeping it in their own heart, ur closest friends might hav ways to help u solve the problems n even when they dont, they will comfort u, make u feel much more better to move on ur own life. this is so important, cause if u dont, u gonna lose concentration on wat u r doing. these r the important examples of wat ive learnt so far, i may hav learn more than tat, but i forgot =(. oh, my language improves, too, i mean in terms of speaking haha. i get to speak english more fluent than last time, although it still suck, but i feel glad tat i speak english =D. besides english, cantonese, too. few days ago yee lin (classmate during form 4 n 5 ) said tat my cantonese improves a lot since the last day we met lol. another comment is tat, from annie, im a little sweet talker right now, haha. nah, i may sweet talk only in front of u guys, but not with the friends ive just knew lol. anyhow, i guess my 180 degree ( or maybe just 90 degree -_-) changes r from the good side, n i feel glad ive changed ;D.

drawing is my hobby, it has become part of my life right now =). besides filling my free time, it helps me to release out pressures, too. drawing while listening to musics is my favourite pass time X). i will draw once or twice a week nowadays, just to release pressures. for the pass few months, ive been drawing my friend's portraits n 3D images ( most r from final fantasy). i can see the improvement of my drawings ;). it may be a little, but one day, i believe tat im able to produce one perfect drawing =). it takes time to complete one drawing, about 3 to 12 hours, depends on how it looks like, but worth it for me. hav been learning how to use different kind of pencils, mixing pencils n charcoal instead of purely 2B n mechanical pencils. thanks too one of my senior who told me to try different kinds of way to draw. thanks a lot man ;). just go to my facebook n look for my drawings if ur interested.

im a gamer last time, but im not right now. althought im still playing, but it was just for fun, dunno y the hell i spent so much time n money just for tat game, regret on tat...Oops! sorry, shouldn't hav say this word, no more regrets =D ( my main title ). i didnt play games tat often since i went to college, i dunno why, but something just makes me dont feel like touching games. words from my dad, said tat, when u've grown up, u wont want to touch any games. 50% applies on me, but not on my brothers, they r still gaming -_-.

this july may be a busy month for me. first of all, my brother's graduation day is on july. secondly, my secondary school's prom night, or maybe its bbq night now, its on july, n thirdly, my monthly test falls on july, too! == think i may be able to attend just one of them, ill see the date 1st. if 3 of them falls on the same week, then i will put my brother's graduation day at 1st. i may miss my test, but it wont affect my studies, afterall its just a test, not exam ;). i hope to attend all of them of course. if im going to singapore, i gonna force annie to wear dress n dress up herself nicely to go out with me XD. oh, my brother may follow, too lol.

Annie has just came back from singapore. b4 tat i told her shes mine on friday ( just friend k ;) ), i hope i dont hav anything to do tat day, cause meeting her was like once a year ><, i dont wanna let go this chance to meet this dearest friend of mine haha. im glad tat shes fine all the while =).

i think this is the longest post ive ever written throughout my blog, maybe cause ive not been writing blogs for the past few months n my mind has accumulates words lol. i think its time for me to stop now, hope tat i will keep on updating my blog from now on, share my experience with u guys ;). goodbye fellows =D.

Things That I've Done in 2009 =DD

when we were little, we always think tat passing theough a year is hard, this was not true until this year, 2009. for me, this year is so damn short, i dunno why but i just feel it... maybe cause i've slacked too much oO? never mind, let me make some summary of this year, about what ive been through n what ive done all the while, but do note that i will only write down what i remember, those i dont write down but u know, pls dont mind @@.

its kinda make sense, i hav a lot of 1st time in 2009, thanks to denise who gav me this idea from her blog =D. the 1st one, of course, most of the ex-form 5 students sure will been through... which is the long holidays of 5 months, n i was one of them @@. people said its a waste of time, but for me, although i did hav wasted time, i still learnt something during this period, which is my favourite pass time, drawing XD. ya, drawing is my favourite things to do during my free time. i started to draw since i was little, n i hav fall in love with it =D. in this 5 months, i kept on drawing,which results in improvements in my skill... from 2d pictures to 3d, its kinda fun ^^. it goes on n on until today, i still cant giv up drawing for my studies @@.

yeap, tats the 1st 1st time, here comes the 2nd one: i hav my hair grew longer for the 1st time ;D. most of my friends wish for tat n they did the same @@. nothing much to say about this, lets move on to the next one... ya, 1st time attended a prom night, haha. oh, some more, 1st time wearing formal n 1st time getting my hair styled up X)). attended 2 prom nights this year, n the conclusion is our kepong's one is better =DDD. oh, one more thing, 1st time invited someone for a dance n 1st time asking for partner for the prom, wahahaha. i do proud of myself for i hav the courage to do tat =D.

next- 1st time study without wearing uniform! it rocks, cause it is more confortable compare to the uniforms i used to wear @@. hmm, wat else... oh, finally got my driving license on october, after so many months of slacking, kaka. ya, n i got my 1st handphone too =D, love it so much, thanks to my mom n dad X).

on september, it was my 1st time living alone with my parents, after all this while i was living with my 2 elder brothers n my parents. after my eldest bro has left to singapore for studies, left 4 of us, n in september 2009, its my 2nd bro's turn to leave malaysia to UK for studies, n now left 3 of us. starting i felt kinda uncomfortable, but now ive used to it, i even hav tears dropped from my eyes when we were saying goodbye to my 2nd bro @@. hehe, now i can only wish 2 of them good luck in studies, but soon my eldest bro will graduate from uni n will work there for 3 years, good luck to him =).

on december, it was my 1st time attending a wedding with friends, not with family, n was the 1st time entering a church @@.

there were so much fun in this year until i cant recall all of them. i cant believe tat 2009 became history, n now fellows, welcome to 2010! i would say tat 2009 is the best year, i like this year very much =D. still, i still miss my secondary school life, which r the years i know those crazy guys n gals =D. i really wan to thank jia hou for... teaching me vulgar words during form 2 =X. so lucky to sit beside him, haha, really appreciate it, if not, i will still be a quiet boy tat sit at the corner of the class by myself =). in this post, i would like to apologize to wat ive done wrongly tat i didnt realize it, hope u all will forgive me for everything, n i want to thank to those who has help me when i was having troubles, i really appreciate tat... THANK YOU =DD!!! i wish u guys will hav a great moment in 2010, n good luck in everything =).

Really Nothing to Do

it's been a while since my last post... miss a new one? lol. hm, A level's n lower 6's students r now having holidays, which means im having it now ;D. holidays r actually days tat i wish for, but i just dunno how to fill up the days... i was so damn boring n wasting my time every now n then, ouch! =.=lll. but then, few days b4 today, was my ex-gp-lecturer's wedding. she has invited her students to attend for her big day. we r her students last time, so we hav been invited to attend for it =DD. the 'we' tat i mean r joel, larry, shi jun, wye kik, denise, mei yean, and of course, me. they r my group tat i join right now in college. joel reached my house in the afternoon at about 12.15pm. with my formal wear n the gift tat we're going to give Ms. Stephanie, off we go. we went to one of the PJ's church to pick up mei yean 1st. after tat we went to find wye kik, who has waited for about 1 hour, cause he doesnt know the road to klang. we reached there at about 2.15pm, luckily on time, cause it will start at 2.30pm ;D. this is the 1st time i attend for a church wedding. when they were praying, i just sit still there doing nothing, so odd =.=. we took pictures after the wedding ceremony was over. gav our dear lecturer the gift then off we go again. it was about 4.30pm tat time. we've planned to find a friend who lives in klang, name cynthia aka monkey XD. klang is popular with its bak kut teh, so we wont just miss it b4 leaving klang =DD. she brought us to one of the stall, but then wye kik was lost tat time =.=. since it was really jam tat day, we hav to wait for about one hour for him to reach here. was very hungry tat time n cant stand it anymore. ate 3 bowls or rice tat night XD. after the dinner, joel sent mei yean n i back. it was a journey full of fun actually, haha.

so, this was the 1st thing i wan to say. the second thing is, wat i did these days is, drawing again~ i dunno wat to do but to draw, since i hav no good games in the com n my ps2's memory card spoilt. so, i'll show some of them here, free to leave comments if u wan to.

Sephiroth~

Cynthia a.k.a. monkey =DD
my ex-classmate, Mei Yee=)


one of the scene from the manga 1/2 prince o.O
Dante from Devil May Cry XD

these r wat i've done during holidays. actually there are still more of them, i just choose those i think r nice XD. okay fellows, think i gotta sleep now, going for badminton tomorrow. byebye~

Back in Action! =DDD

im back! phew~ hav been studying kinda hard this lately, n lazy to update too, tats y i didnt write any post during that period =DDD. now tat my test 3 has just finished, i can spend more time on everything tat i like right now XD. hm, i got a feeling, which is, b4 having the test, i will feel like the time is like a turtle, but right after the test, the time is like the rabbit @_@. n another one, b4 exam surely wish for holidays, but after exam it was like damn boring n wish for study days again =.=. anyway, holidays r the best day for everyone, am i right =D? maybe it is not applicable for some of u, but it is for me. anyway, the night when i finished up my test, i worked on my latest drawing =). this one is kinda important cause hav to giv away as a present for my ex-gp-lecturer, Ms Stephanie. shes going to marry this december, n so i came with an idea getting a portrait of both Ms Stephanie n her fiance. eventually my tarc friends agreed with it, so i cant disappoint them =). i started my work on friday night, which was at 6th of november. maybe i was too tired tat time, so, ive spoilt once =.=. no choice, hav to change another paper... anyway, this drawing had took me hours to complete it. i was listening to the musics through my earphone during the progress, which is my favourite moment =DDD. here's my drawing, giv comments if u wan to...lol

to be honest, i really satisfied with my own work, really XD. i do hope they will like it =).

oh, last week i was asked by quek, whether wanna watch movie or not right after the exam on wednesday. i agreed with it n they bought me a ticket already, but then i was not allowed to ponteng, i thought i may skip for one day n out for some fun, but it turns out in the opposite side =(. luckily tze kai is free, can replace me tat day =DDD.

come to think of it, i really dunno wat to do during my holidays. i know i must study, but everyone knows tat it is impossible for me >.<. improve my driving skill? outing?? play games??? some more???? giv me some idea wat should i do!! XD anyway, its kinda late now, still hav to attend for class tomorrow, the lecturers will teach new topics. swt =.=lll. so, cya fellas!!

BBQ at Kar Hou's Garden

another post here, excited? haha. anyway, this bbq was held on friday, which is on the 25th of september. i dont know wat for this bbq was held, maybe gathering or some sort of stuff? anyway i just enjoyed myself there tat day^^. after ive went back home from college at about 4.30pm, i had my bath, n then online a while. of course i had my dinner 1st b4 going, cause everytime bbq sure not full enough =.=. then later rabbit told me tat not enough chair there, so i borrowed mine. about 6.10pm, off to kar hou's garden. at 1st i saw kar chun there, then later more of them. get my chairs down from car, n then later i follow rabbit to swhu chin's house to borrow chairs, cause still not enough zzz. after borrowing then straight went back to the garden. put the chairs down, n then help out to set up the fire. after setting up the fire, rabbit said wanna bath, so tze kai n i went with him back to his house. we we reached his house, his dad was bathing, so hav to delay =.=. about 8pm like tat only went back to the garden. i saw many of my old friends there, all r still the same, only some of them their look hav changed lol. so, wat else? of course burn some foods to eat! XD throughout the whole event, i really enjoy myself. i didnt take pictures tat time, regrets on it now >.<. theres a surprisefor me tat night, n i mean really a surprise. about 10pm, a familiar face just shown up. when i look clearly, omg!! annie is back!! ^^ wow, tat was really a surprise! i didnt even know she has came back to malaysia from singapore. she told me tat she has told quek about it, but quek didnt tell me =.=. poke u man, someone so important came back u didnt even tell me >.<. forget about it, we hugged each other when we met! its so nice to see u again annie, miss u so much ^^. we had lots of fun later on, haha. anyway, im not allowed to stay outside for long, so i gotta go back at 11.45pm. annie said she hasnt seen my house yet, so decided to follow us back, cause chin shin is fetching me. thx dude. in the car, there were dai lou, chin shin, annie n i. we talked during the whole journey. annie was holding my right arm tat time haha. miss me so much, do u? XD although the journey is short, but it was the happiest moment for me, cause all the most trusted friends of mine were inside the car, i dunno when will i hav the chance again @_@. b4 saying goodbye to them, annie n i hugged each other for once more. its nice to see u back again annie, really miss u so much! u hav help me out on many problems, i dont even know how to thank you. of course the other 2 too, i must thank you all for lending me a big hand. i really appreciate all of you ^^.
as a conclusion, this was a special night for me, n i hope tat i will hav another chance of this next time~~

Random

phew~ it has been a long time, now i finally has some feeling to blog @_@. hm, so, where should i start with? alright, lets talk about my college life a bit. about last 2 weeks, there were tests for every subjects for us, which r chemistry, biology, physics, pure maths, apply maths, n general paper. talk about chemistry 1st. it was so damn hard tat i didnt even know wat the questions r asking >.<. i dunno y, maybe i didnt study enough? or i just dunno how will the questions come out. i feel so lucky tat i still can pass for tat test. if theres no mistake in tat paper, i would hav failed the subject already @_@. for pure maths, as 1st i hav confidence in it, i was so damn wan to get full mark for tat, but it turns out in the other way round =.=. i got 34 out of 50, again, low mark zz. n the worst thing is, i lost to liew, who is my college classmate, for 1 mark only!! at tat particular time, i was like, wth!! =.= so damn pissed off, lose again >.< nvm, i won him in physics XD physics is actually kinda straight forward, although i got 50 for tat... about general paper? dont even mention about it, this subject has nothing to study. i just wrote craps in it, cause i really dunno wat to read for tat test. bio, which is the subject ive studied the most. still havent get the paper back yet, but i do hope tat i can score in this subject, at least 60 i must get!!

after the tests, we r having holidays, which means, now. on the last friday, we were having a party at our house, farewell party, for my 2nd bro, cause hes going to UK for further studies. relatives n friends hav been invited for the party.we were having fun with chit chatting. on saturday night, parents n my elfest bro together, send my 2nd bro to KLIA. we arrived there at about 11pm. after all those checking in stuff, we went for burger king for our supper XD. about 12.30am, its time for my bro to check in. we hugged each other b4 he went in. its kinda sad for me. maybe it is cause of i havent get used to the condition without him lol. i will just wish him good luck in studies n be safe there, n im looking forward to the time when he comes back, haha.

i think tats all i wan to say, cause its kinda late now, n im tired >.<. feel free to giv comments in my chat box, byebye~

Boring Post~

It's 12.09am now, n i still hav class tomorrow o.O. believe me, i've addicted on onlining every night now. ya, i know it's bad for health, but, i've said addicted right XD. wat to do now? boring~ hmm, those who knows me well, should know tat i like drawing right? lol. actually, im not drawing it out but copy =.= so dont expect too much from me when somwthing comes to drawing, i cant draw, i can only copy~
anyway, let me just show some of my drawings here, these r the drawings~
NOTE!!! DO NOT CLICK ON MY DRAWINGS!!! cause it will look ugly XD

compare this with...

this.

able to differentiate which one is my drawing right? if u cant, then ur blind!! XD alright, here comes another one~

compare this...

with this.

a bit weird right? see, copy also weird, drawing sure teruk la! lets see, is there another one? yup, hold on for a second~

compare this...

with this.

its not a perfect copy, but ive done my best >.<. hope u all wont mind la. notice something? those who r Final Fantasy's fans sure know who ive drawn here lol. ya, these drawings r all from FF, but just dunno their names XD. wanna know a popular one? i'll show u now~

cloud strife pirated
cloud strife original

i believe many of u guys know cloud strife right? in case u dont know, he is the main character of Final Fantasy 7, which is quite popular since it was released i think, haha. actually, i kinda like to draw the guy in the 1st drawing in this post, cause i like his hairstyle n some more, cool~~ dont u think so? haha. one more picture of him, hold on~

pirated~
original~

i will remember this drawing forever, cause this is my 1st 3d drawing XD. i took about 5 hours to get this done, imagine how tired i was tat time >.<. okay, ill stop here for now. i'll be showing some more drawings next time. maybe it will involve some real person's drawing too, cause im planning to draw real one XD. tata then, bye~